i'm eating too fast again

The feeling of being hurried is not usually the result of living a full life and having no time. it is on the contrary born of a vague fear that we are wasting our life. when we do not do the one thing we ought to do, we have no time for anything else - we are the busiest people in the world.

.eric hoffler.

i find myself feeling hurried a lot. and then more anxious about feeling hurried.

tomorrow i will try to not feel hurried. i will go to work and make peace with the morning and then make bagels and brioche and feel the ease of a sunday.

and later in the night, feel the ease of a sundae.

with birthday cake. wassup now